Didn’t I know better, but didn’t I do it anyway?
…And knowing better made what of doing? And doing, was it better because it was done?
but in a way unconceived-of at the outset—verily developing from nothing.
everything is better than the one thing that is worse—
and to be worse, makes it possible for something to be better.
knowing better, doing better, being better, seeming better
–knowing doling seeming being: understanding.